s.o.s. please. My heart is breaking. help me break it open to something good

[roguevalley]

41. you appear to be an empath. I am. all the women in my mother's family

are and we have to protect ourselves from taking on all the sadness of the world. I had to suspend my cable last year for three months to get back in control. I don't watch the news lately because the gun and climate stuff will strike me down. google how empaths protect themselves. My guess is you are one to whatever degree you may be able to feel. Remember, you are never ever alone and you are never anything but enveloped by love and the protection of everyone who is already gone ahead. Call on them to help you. When my mother died, I crawled into her bed and there I felt the calmness that I thought I would never feel. I still feel it there because there is where they come to me in dreams and give me soothing comfort for my trials.

You are on the path you chose even if that seems unbelievable. Look for the wisdom and know it will come back to the light again. As for help from the universe, from the creator/god force and from your departed family. They are around you now waiting for you to call to them. They will come. They are already there. HUGS and much love, honey. Always post if you need to. We will help you as best we can. Been there, done that.