A little over a year ago.

[Neoma]

20. Just my thoughts.

All of you are still on my jury blacklist... I'll remove the only person I blocked mail from. And two or three are missing here, but one of them would have to be a hell of a lot more personal than this.

Is my name still Voldemort (she-who-must-not-be-named)? And, it's the right type of apology but is it a real one? There's doubt.

I can understand some mangled confusion and manipulation. But no one has ever directly asked me a question via Du Mail. Except to yell at me anyways. I can count on my fingers how many times I've openly talked about the flame-war after the flame-war. I'm still on fucking eggshells here, which shouldn't be right.

Just understand that trust has been thrown out the window. I've been open to apologies all along. But meanness was there long after the flame-war. Denial of things, rehashing things, back and forth fights that ends up pissing everyone off. There's a lot to answer for. I judge the entire incident worse than the emotional abuse I grew up with, and that's saying something.

It's going to have to be a whole lot more in depth than this.