She is gone.

[Moral Compass]

78. She lived her life well

There is no way to make the pain go away. Indeed, it will surge into you later--unanticipated and uninvited--when some random thing triggers your memory.

But you describe a rich life and a parting from that life chosen rather than imposed.

I don't know you, but I've felt loss before and can sympathize and I offer my heartfelt condolences.

Bless you and bless her.