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dgauss

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60. Some time later in grade school, but a seed of doubt was planted early on.
Thu May 2, 2024, 08:57 PM
May 2024

When I was 5 or 6 I went to a bible camp type of thing for a few months. I think it was over the summer and probably just a way for my single mother to get the kids out of the house for a few hours.

It was sort of like Kindergarten, but about Christianity. We had fun activities meant to teach us about Jesus, such as singing Christian children's songs. One of them was "I'm in the Lord's Army."

I may never march in the infantry
Ride in the cavalry
Shoot the artillery
I may never shoot for the enemy
But I’m in the Lord’s army!


Something didn't seem right about that right off the bat. We had been seeing pictures of Jesus in the white robe, benevolent, palms up, welcoming to all. Then we're supposed to march in some kind of Jesus Army? That was a seed of inconsistency and stuck with me.

Over the next 5 or so years the gradual introduction of ides about science, history, mythology led me to the Santa moment: Oh, that's not literally true.
I went to Sunday School as a Presbyterian. I loved applegrove May 2024 #1
My parents sent me to a different Christian Bible School every summer. LakeArenal May 2024 #2
About 25 years of age. I got tired of it being crammed down my throat AND Ferrets are Cool May 2024 #3
A few years after realizing there is no Santa Claus or Easter Bunny. Silent Type May 2024 #4
Not sure the age but young. My Dad tried to shove religion down our throats. CousinIT May 2024 #5
God has become a tool for the oligarchs Farmer-Rick May 2024 #63
When God said to me that he didn't exist. Doodley May 2024 #6
Due to family, church people, and friends' pressure, I joined the church and was baptized when I was thirteen years old. spike jones May 2024 #7
By 18 after 9 years of Catholic school. MOMFUDSKI May 2024 #8
George Carlin said SCantiGOP May 2024 #49
Teenager, 15 or 16 I guess vanamonde May 2024 #9
As George Carlin said, "I was a Catholic, until I hit the age of reason." (paraphrasing) alwaysinasnit May 2024 #10
0. Just like everyone. Voltaire2 May 2024 #11
Unfortunately almost everyone on the planet is indoctrinated Bundbuster May 2024 #12
Your Unitarians had doctrine!? CCExile May 2024 #25
Back in the 1950's most Unitarians in that church Bundbuster May 2024 #47
I've heard Unitarians described as SCantiGOP May 2024 #50
Yep. Cultural Christian. We know all the bible stories, but CCExile May 2024 #52
Pretty late in life--50ish. Timeflyer May 2024 #13
Probably about the time I found out Santa doc03 May 2024 #14
I never believed the Bible stories from the children's lessons in Church. pandr32 May 2024 #15
Age: 21. Occasion: The night my 19 year old brother died in a car wreck. watrwefitinfor May 2024 #16
Thanks for sharing, very thoughtful and forthright Bundbuster May 2024 #17
Around seven. Susan Calvin May 2024 #18
At about the same age as you. BigmanPigman May 2024 #19
LOL - my atheist father would throw me a smirk as he read the Sunday paper on the couch Bundbuster May 2024 #21
It solidified in my early teens. canuckledragger May 2024 #20
Started questioning around 12 Faux pas May 2024 #22
About 8. When professional wrestling would come on TV after the church programs Sunday mornings. sybylla May 2024 #23
I went to Catholic School. If you weren't Catholic you couldn't go to heaven. twodogsbarking May 2024 #24
Thought you were going to go the Billy Joel route unblock May 2024 #28
I was 12. When my dad died. I hadn't been brainwashed, indoctrinated or groomed in anyway before that and ever brewens May 2024 #26
Always. First time I had the concept of god explained to me I said "what the f*ck is this sh*t?" unblock May 2024 #27
Uvalde maptap22 May 2024 #29
(( )) Deuxcents May 2024 #45
about age 15. just decided this God stuff made no sense. NoRethugFriends May 2024 #30
I went to Catholic school 12 years. I dont ever remember believing really. Srkdqltr May 2024 #31
As an alter boy I learned mass in Latin. Arne May 2024 #32
I was christened in the Church of England Skittles May 2024 #33
...made up this religion so he could divorce his wife to marry his pregnant girlfriend, who he later had beheaded. Bundbuster May 2024 #44
*SNORT* Skittles May 2024 #61
I think it was probably about 13 or 14...I grew up in the First Baptist Church walkingman May 2024 #34
During high school Cartoonist May 2024 #35
In my 30s AmBlue May 2024 #36
Over a period of years. R. P. McMurphy May 2024 #37
In stages. no_hypocrisy May 2024 #38
About 18 gibraltar72 May 2024 #39
HA!!! gay texan May 2024 #57
I was raised Mormon YodaMom2 May 2024 #40
Welcome to DU, YodaMom2, and especially to this Forum Bundbuster May 2024 #43
Thanks! YodaMom2 May 2024 #46
Watching my grandfather watch Oral Roberts beveeheart May 2024 #41
Assume I was born that way. Freethinker65 May 2024 #42
Catholic - mindlessly ate meat on a Friday - caught by my neighbor rurallib May 2024 #48
I was a skeptic before I was a teenager, and a card-carrying atheist by around 15. Chainfire May 2024 #51
2022 CountAllVotes May 2024 #53
Around 30, flakey_foont May 2024 #54
Seeing the control of repukes in the White House since 2000 I have become more agnostic! kimbutgar May 2024 #55
16 or 17, via rock n roll gay texan May 2024 #56
I've never been a believer. chowder66 May 2024 #58
11 years old if..fish..had..wings May 2024 #59
Some time later in grade school, but a seed of doubt was planted early on. dgauss May 2024 #60
Was around ten or twelve for me too Woodwizard May 2024 #62
When I discovered girls wyldwolf May 2024 #64
Would a weekly newsletter on the weirdness of religion in the world be appropriate here? Ranting Randy Jul 2024 #65
i think that age as well.. i have a memory of 'discussing' heaven with a friend and i... samnsara Aug 23 #66
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