This gives me hope. I have been in a pit of existential angst and despair. I used to have some idea of what I was and where I was going; but I've been rejected for any position in our party twice in the last couple of months, I feel my mortality and each day only seems closer to death and I can't think of a single reason to do ANY THING.
My beloved reminds me that the Dalai Lama and our teacher do everyday, so there must be something worthwhile.
I look forward to the next reveal in my life that will allow me purpose. Although I know our work is important on a real level, the daily business is somewhat boring and nerve wracking all at the same time. I long to do something that will make some difference to our world and our lives. I have been rejected politically and my body hurts so much of the time, it is hard for me to work in my garden or sit at my keyboard...all the things I know.
Wish me well! and thanks for the posting, again! 
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