Religion
In reply to the discussion: Why do people believe in God? [View all]ShazzieB
(18,715 posts)does not feel at all safe. It really doesn't. (Sorry to reply to this so late, btw.)
As for joining the church, of course I did. Many Christian denominations baptize babies into membership, but I was a Baptist, meaning church membership was a personal decision made when I felt moved to do so. I was 10 years old at the time. I whole-heartedly believed in what I was being taught, so becoming a member was a no-brainer for me. I was baptized by full immersion (another aspect of being a Baptist), and the whole thing was a very meaningful experience for me.
Years later, I reached a point where I no longer believed all of the dogma, especially the part about how everyone who didn't believe as I did was going to hell. (That was the big deal breaker for me.) When I reached that point, I realized I no longer felt at home in that denomination, but for me, not believing in a particular set of religious teachings or belonging to a particular denomination =/= rejecting the whole idea of religion or God.
At this point in time, my personal beliefs are too amorphous to sum up easily. I haven't been a Baptist in decades, but neither am I an atheist. That's really all I can say about it.