Thanks everyone for being so caring and supportive, I am so grateful. Got the results back

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104. You hang in there, my friend.

Get some good referrals as soon as you can.

And surround yourself with pretty things (and people) who keep you uplifted. Treat yourself to a little something nice and affordable every day - like a fancy new chocolate bar whose brand you never heard of, or a walk through a new park you just discovered. Or an arboretum near you. Or a neighborhood playground full of happily squealing kids. Or surveying all the gardens in the neighborhood where you can marvel at the design or creativity or plantings you never saw before. A good garden center can serve that, too.

I don’t know where you live but undoubtedly within a short drive there might be parks, or shady tree-filled areas or beaches or hills or mountains or canyons worth drinking in with your eyes. Or fancy neighborhoods or shopping areas with unusual or impressive architecture. Or a day at the library - all those books and new subjects to explore. Or a gourmet grocery store. Or watch bees working in a flower patch. I do that in our garden out front. They’re fascinating!

Fill your senses and your spirits with new scenery and details and flavors and scents. Doesn’t have to cost anything, although there might be a local candy shop or bakery…

Or find a good spot to watch the sunset (or sunrise!) or the surf. It can be mesmerizing.