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TNNurse

(7,210 posts)
10. This sounds absolutely miserable.
Sat Apr 14, 2018, 07:02 AM
Apr 2018

I had breast cancer and only 5 treatments each 3 weeks apart. I lost 50 lbs, painful diarrhea, passed out in the bathroom and got a ride in an ambulance for IV fluids. By blood pressure was 60...the top number. After the 3rd dose I was literally afraid another one might kill me. I would not eat because the diarrhea was so painful.

None of this sounds as bad as what you are going through. Yes, I needed and used Magic Mouthwash. I did also have radiation burns but clearly not as awful.

I wish I could say it will get better and you will be OK but yours is such a different experience. I hope you have the support that I did. Are there other patients near you who can share a similar experience??? It does help.

Please know how many people who have not met you are thinking about you and hope to hear from you. Even if you just want to bitch and moan we will read it.

I tell people that I have been the recipient of "thoughts and prayers", they did not cure me, but they did bring comfort. Surgery, chemo and radiation cured me. But knowing people care does help.

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So sorry. PoindexterOglethorpe Apr 2018 #1
Deeply sorry for your hell on Earth! Hoping all of your treatments are democratisphere Apr 2018 #2
Oh, Wiley, that sounds horrible. Laffy Kat Apr 2018 #3
Oh, wow. I'm so sorry. Mouth cancer here, but nothing like that. Solly Mack Apr 2018 #4
I'm so sorry to hear this. JNelson6563 Apr 2018 #5
i've heard the treatment can be worse than the disease, barbtries Apr 2018 #6
We're pulling for you, Wiley! bucolic_frolic Apr 2018 #7
You will persist and you will triumph. . . . . . nt Bernardo de La Paz Apr 2018 #8
Willey, my husband did it 4 years ago. Silver Gaia Apr 2018 #9
This sounds absolutely miserable. TNNurse Apr 2018 #10
Magic Mouthwash is so good, and later use Mouth Kote. alfredo Apr 2018 #17
Hey man. I dont have any useful information but want to reach out and send you some aloha and mahina Apr 2018 #11
Music helped me through the ordeal. alfredo Apr 2018 #16
I am so very sorry! GreenPartyVoter Apr 2018 #12
I'm so sorry. Yes, I was scheduled for 35 radiation treatments for sinkingfeeling Apr 2018 #13
Finished Treatment 22! wiley Apr 2018 #21
Throwing some adages your way packman Apr 2018 #14
Damn! sorry to hear you are having such a tough time. alfredo Apr 2018 #15
So sorry. Get out your pain and frustration and fear by crying whenever applegrove Apr 2018 #18
It does sound like hell PennyK Apr 2018 #19
OMG you people are so wonderful! wiley Apr 2018 #20
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