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NMDemDist2

(49,314 posts)
6. from page 10, 44 and beyond, how I did it
Thu Jan 19, 2012, 12:30 PM
Jan 2012
How could there be so much of precise and immutable law, and no intelligence? I simply had to believe in a Spirit of the Universe, who knew neither time nor limitation. But that was as far as I had gone.........

To one who feels he is an atheist or agnostic such an experience seems impossible, but to continue as he is means disaster, especially if he is an alcoholic of the hopeless variety. To be doomed to an alcoholic death or to live on a spiritual basis are not always easy alternatives to face.

But it isn't so difficult. About half our original fellowship were of exactly that type. At first some of us tried to avoid the issue, hoping against hope we were not true alcoholics. But after a while we had to face the fact that we must find a spiritual basis of life - or else. Perhaps it is going to be that way with you. But cheer up, something like half of us thought we were atheists or agnostics. Our experience shows that you need not be disconcerted.........

Yes, we of agnostic temperament have had these thoughts and experiences. Let us make haste to reassure you. We found that as soon as we were able to lay aside prejudice and express even a willingness to believe in a Power greater than ourselves, we commenced to get results, even though it was impossible for any of us to fully define or comprehend that Power, which is God......

We needed to ask ourselves but one short question. "Do I now believe, or am I even willing to believe, that there is a Power greater than myself?" As soon as a man can say that he does believe, or is willing to believe, we emphatically assure him that he is on his way. It has been repeatedly proven among us that upon this simple cornerstone a wonderfully effective spiritual structure can be built........



and that's how i did it, i tested the whole "God Thing" and the results of those tests brought me to faith. I'm still not a Christian or a church person or a bible (or any other holy book) thumper, I just was willing to try it out. I was desperate enough to be willing.

I call my higher power "BOB" (Big Omnipotent Being&quot or just 'HP' for short. You're welcome to borrow it/her/him until you find one of your own liking
The first step is admitting you have a problem Electric Monk Jan 2012 #1
It helps.... Tippy Jan 2012 #8
My daughter is in crisis...She is NA... Tippy Jan 2012 #9
Oh, man, that really sucks tavalon Feb 2012 #27
Very little you can do at this point... Love her and be an example. But surrendering to this busterbrown Jan 2013 #51
That simple mantra tavalon Feb 2012 #26
Your story sounds familiar. cordelia Jan 2012 #2
You are not alone.. Stuart G Jan 2012 #3
I need to find a post that I once made addressing just this issue. Rhiannon12866 Jan 2012 #4
The power of the rooms tavalon Feb 2012 #28
if you can Old Codger Feb 2012 #33
I'm not disagreeing but with my crazy life and a dearth of CoDA meetings, which tavalon Feb 2012 #39
If Old Codger Feb 2012 #40
Well, I guess in one way I'm lucky tavalon Feb 2012 #41
No harm Old Codger Feb 2012 #42
And speaking for myself tavalon Feb 2012 #43
To all who read your response...This guy has got it going!!!!!! busterbrown Jan 2013 #52
how do you know my story? irisblue Jan 2012 #5
iris, your wiccian faith is perfect NMDemDist2 Jan 2012 #7
from page 10, 44 and beyond, how I did it NMDemDist2 Jan 2012 #6
I have to believe in something more powerful than me, tavalon Feb 2012 #29
Do you want to hear the truth? If not, don't read this message. Tripod Jan 2012 #10
You got it Old Codger Feb 2012 #34
I'm glad you get it. Tripod Feb 2012 #36
I too Old Codger Feb 2012 #37
Simple but not easy tavalon Feb 2012 #44
Lurker here Vanje Jan 2012 #11
yes you can sit in the back and say nothing NMDemDist2 Jan 2012 #13
I've found peace in the meetings and I'm very shy cally Jan 2012 #14
I agree with Cally. Every meeting is different. Rhiannon12866 Jan 2012 #15
They might ask if there are any new people tavalon Feb 2012 #30
Me too Fujiyama Vanje Jan 2012 #12
Well just figured I'd check in again fujiyama Jan 2012 #16
Thanks so much for letting us know how you are! Rhiannon12866 Jan 2012 #17
I'm glad you checked back in and did not drink cally Jan 2012 #18
For most people, just stopping drinking doesn't stop the alcoholism tavalon Feb 2012 #31
Seems to me Old Codger Jan 2012 #19
No alcohol for a week Vanje Jan 2012 #20
congrats. Going without drinking is a big deal cally Jan 2012 #21
I totally agree with cally! Kudos to you! Rhiannon12866 Jan 2012 #22
Congratulations! cordelia Jan 2012 #23
There are fantastic groups online tavalon Feb 2012 #32
Thanks for the good wishes and good vibes. Vanje Jan 2012 #24
Your higher power can be your 12 step group tavalon Feb 2012 #25
What I found Old Codger Feb 2012 #35
As an enabler, I have to chose to be different, not only with the addict who took me to my knees tavalon Feb 2012 #38
addict clean in NA monkeyofstick Oct 2012 #45
welcome to DU NMDemDist2 Oct 2012 #46
You've gotten a lot of good feedback since you posted this. jonpaulprime Oct 2012 #47
CON: You must define God. PRO: You GET TO define God dogknob Nov 2012 #48
“Why don’t you choose your own conception of God?” Fire Walk With Me Nov 2012 #49
You're IN DEEP TROUBLE.... and its only gonna get worse .Way worse. busterbrown Jan 2013 #50
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