Reincarnation and the Multiverse – with no gods, souls, woo, or any of that crap

[Worry guy]

6. This has worried me

I am not sure if I completely understand this, but can you maybe explain it for me.

Do you mean that when the universe repeats you will actually be you or will it just be another version of you? The way I see it if the matter that made you is broken down into energy and then at some point reforms into another you, that's not actually you is it?

Its just a mock up. Please tell me its a mock up. I am scared at the idea of having to live out my life again. I had an extremely abusive childhood, and a troubled teenage years. I couldn't bare the thought of living that out again. I am scared of death, but eternal nothingness is preferrable to living out those years again.

Also I had a couple of close calls too. I'd hate in the next life to be killed by the people abusing me before I can enjoy the later parts of my life.