I'm Home

[JMCKUSICK]

I believe I was given one last thing to do at the hospital before I left today.tee I called myself the welcoming committee as soon as my first roommate got discharged, to try and help whoever came next feel more comfortable after or before surgery. Last night a guy came in and by the time I couldn't help but overhear the report that was presented as to his illnesses I was floored.
He has at least 3 blockages similar to what I had and a leaky valve, and severe heart failure where his heart is operating at 10-15% of normal. He's also had 3 heart attacks and some severe addiction issues.
I'm so glad I was there, I tried my very best to welcome him and engage and he was only too happy to oblige. He has a fourteen year old Son that he's recently reestablished contact with after achieving sobriety.
Our stories aren't identical, but they have many things in common. I told him about all of your miracles, how I've been given life, purpose, love and you could say redemption through these last six months.
I prayed on and off through the night and asked only that he be given the same grace that I've been blessed with. I told him that he doesn't have to earn miracles, that he is surrounded by them so to start looking.
I'm scared for him as he has no idea how close to death he is. He has a nice wife who has been through some stuff with him and I just pray they have a chance to see a better life together.
I feel so blessed that you all have carried me to this point in grace, that every time I've had to trust, I had you to lean on as I couldn't alone. I've been blessed with so many hugs, smiles, comforting words and the love that can only purely be gifted from all of you.
Please accept my tearful gratitude and know that I know that I had no chance without you.
Please say a prayer for "Chico" and know that collectively, we are immensely powerful.
Thank you again, I'll keep doing the work and let's tackle the next obstacles with the faith and strength that you've blessed me with.
I love you all,
John Mckusick