So the Grand Water Trine peaked on Monday, a couple days after Mercury turned direct....WOWSER!!!!!
My t.v. had died; co-worker's offer fell through. Her parent's old tv isn't digital. Ok. So last week bought cheapo new one. Signal too weak. Then my dial-up modem died. No computer for the 10 days or so.
And then I made the big change I'd tried to make a couple months ago. So far, so good. Just switched to roadrunner and tracphone. Roadrunner is up and running now. WHEEEEE!!!!! I can video now, and livestream and the whole shebang!!!! My phone will be activated by 6pm. Then just need to cancel landline and dialup, and I'm good to go. 
Meantime, the weather here was 95 with high humidity, forcing me into "do nothing" mode. I revisited my past. Re-thought my present. Had to go back to Algiers early days, 24 years ago. I always remember and focus on the good with him.Had to remember how very hard he was to start under saddle. They have soooo much energy. Worked through, through, through. Ann Ortelee said the peak of the trine would be Saturday, Sunday, Monday. Saturday was still too hot. Sunday, I pulled out all the stops. I'm riding Dahli again.
I no longer unconsciously separate riding and training from caretaking. It's all part of the same thing. Long story there, but the main thing is, I'm back on her. Within the first few steps, the nausea dissipated, and I was riding from the tatien again. First day, we just walked around quietly. Day two, and we were trotting. I'm about to head out again for day 3. Actually would be finishing up, but a thunderstorm passed through just as I was about to tack up. It's gone and sunny now, so we're good to go!